Was it all worth it

You’ll never know, you’ll just never know- Until you press in and you realise that as the crowd is stepping on your fingers and as you’ve made up your mind that you heard the Saviour is in the area and He’s doing miracles, you know you’ve been suffering of this specific ailment and you know that He is the Only One who can heal you from it, you’ve tried everything, you’ve spent all you had, you’ve been cheated so many times, BUT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE SAVIOUR IS COMING AND YOU KNOW HEALING IS HERE.
As you leave your house and you hear the shouting of the crowd as they pass, you know somewhere in that throng of people, THE SAVIOUR IS DOING HIS MIRACLES. The crowd is blocking your view of him, but you know in your heart of hearts, all you have to do is, touch the hem of His garment and you are healed. And as you set your jaw in the wind know that crowd is growing bigger and more boisterous, you know you don’t have a choice, you gotta go and press in until you get to him.
Eventually you made it to the edge of the crowd, but you keep getting shoved back and you know these people, they aren’t here for their miracle, they are here because they want to see HIM perform miracles for others. And as they touch Him, you just trust that you’ll be able to get through them to also touch Him. Eventually you’ve been elbowed so many times that you decide to rather go on your knees and crawl in between their legs to just touch His garment. But as you go down, they start stepping on you as well, you fingers are bleeding already, but you know and you know and you know, the pain you experience now, is nothing in compare with the healing that is waiting for you, all you gotta do is just endure this for a moment and press in towards your healing, finally He is only a feet away from him. And you find it so funny that you can actually see His feel through the crowd. You ask yourself, how is it possible that I can recognize His feet, I’ve never seen it before, I don’t even know what His face looks like. But then you realise, I know what healing feet looks like. Its like His love oozes out of every pore. And finally you see a clearing and you know if you don’t give it one last push, you’ll never touch His garment, and your healing is lost forever. You steel yourself and hold your breath as you prepare with one last push, to just make it, you heave yourself forward with all your might and you can feel somebody trying to stop you, you stretch yourself out, for a full body dive, and as your finger tips just brush His garment – OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CAN IMMEDIATELY FEEL THE MAGNIFICENT POWER OF HIS HEALING COURSING THROUGH EVERY VEIN AND SINEW OF YOUR BODY AND YOU KNOW, OH YOU KNOW, YOUR HEALING TIME HAS COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But then suddenly the entire crowd stops as He has suddenly stopped as well. And you think, oh no, oh no, He caught me- you hear His magnificent voice, a voice like none you’ve ever heard before in your entire life, so sweet and gentle, you can feel the love on His every breath. And He says “ Somebody touched me”

OH, YOU’VE BEEN CAUGHT, but then the disciples save you the embarrassment,

“ Jesus, there’s thousands here, everybody is touching you” then He gently says again,
“ Somebody touched me, I could feel healing power leaving me” and as the battle rages within you and darkness threatens to take over again, you know, you will have to get up and confess or your healing will not be complete, as He stoops down and gently lifts you up, and you look into the most loving eyes you’ve ever looked into, and His eyes tells you, “ I have everything for you” He gently tells you,

“ My child, your faith has made you whole”


AND YOU KNOW , YOUR HEALING IS COMPLETE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!